Monday, November 2, 2009

When a man losing his faith, what the world can offer him?

Today, I feel like crying, my heart is aching, and nobody could do anything about it. Not that I care for someone to cure my heartache, but I need someone to be my shoulder to cry on, and lead me to the light. Meanwhile, I could not cry for help. My head is spinning, my mind is empty, and my soul is drying up. No man can help me now; I need some powerful source from above. But I don’t know if He would listen my crying, since I have been a bad boy. Even though I know those things are bad, nasty and yet I did it, I have been doing it since. I want my life to be straight; I want to walk in a straight line, with the light from above, with His hand hold mine. Will I be able to be straightened up without losing my soul, without putting myself in any kind of danger?